it's been quite a week, or maybe even quite a couple of weeks. i don't know what it is, but i've been crying and confused for the past little while. saturday we went christmas shopping & i broke down emotionally.
nick and i had a little heart to heart and i cried hard for quite a bit longer as he held me. we ate smoothies and pretzels, and my parents invited us over for a polar express party.
we went right over and had a blast. stayed the night. woke up in the morning and didn't want to drive all the way back to salt lake and be in a rush. stayed. went to my family's ward, saw all my old friends and families i grew up with & enjoyed a wonderful sacrament meeting. i feel like it was just for me.
then we came home &just hung out with my family, played apples to apples, watched tv... you know, the works.
and i already feel so much better than i have been in awhile. i know i haven't laughed this hard in a long time!
sometimes you just need your family, you know? because they fix things.